June 2005

It’s official, that I am no GEEK!
But i still quite an idiot when it comes to setting up my site.
What was I thinking when I got my domain and webspace?
Is it worth all the trouble, so that I can view my efforts ONLINE, in China?

Blardy confusing…
Blardy fustrating…

I am blardy dumb.
I am begining to pull my own hair.
Scratch my already flaky scalp, and i think another pimple is popping up on my left cheek!

DAMN…
So tough, but I still want to make it work.

My mind is running in circles, round and round, thinking why the blardy thing doesn’t work…

If only my dearest bro is here, to answer to my 101 questions, which will only confirm how dumb I am.
SHIT!
And you know that you are really dumb when dummies.com makes you feel at home…

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Last weekend, I caught Initial D at the movies.
While we watching the trailers few months back, we discussed who are people who will watch Initial D.
- Those who like Jay
- Those who like the japanese anime, Initial D
- Those who like fast cars.

DP said he’s belongs to the fourth catergory, those who like Anthony Wong, 黄秋生.
D-uh!
But I do agree, he is a good actor…

There were a lot of handsome stars in the movie. But Jay is a league above them.
I used to only watch him in his music video, never for more than 30minutes (that was the time when Ashley picked consecutively Jay’s video at KTV)
And 4 rows away from the screen in a small enclosed theatre, makes me wanna drool a little, its really close up!

Jay looks good in his MTV, and he is rather convincing in them, esp as the italian mafia,
His role in the movie, suits him like a tee…

The following might make Jay’s fan ‘angwrey’…

However, he is cool only when he is singing or not talking…
I am all cringed up when he talks in interview…
DP observed that Jay had very little or short lines in the movie, as a lead.

And for sure, he can’t cry!
Honestly, it was quite a torture watching him trying to cry and squeeze a drop of tear out of his eyes, in the last few scenes.

But still, he seems humble, for a star this huge.

Go watch it if you can…

But don’t drive to the movies, I had to slow DP down on our way home…
What was he thinking… ^%&*# !!!

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Received an SMS from my web-host, they have received payment for my purchase of webspace.
I “sianz-1/2” when I received the sms, coz i knew it time to embark on my Project Judebabe-dot-com.
I am using wordpress as my choice of CMS.
Robbie, visited the wordpress says it seems chim… maybe he meant ‘chim’ for my standard.
But since I have bought the domain and webspace already, I must complete Project Judebabe-dot-com.

But I am not starting, till I am done with today’s blogging…

It’s a new week, last week was a busy ‘home-affairs’ week for DP (as per my instructions), he had to buy electricity, pay water bills, phone bills and contact the repairman for our washing machines, who was down for a long while.
He was running all over the place a little, but it wasn’t easy for me to nag remind either.

Over the weekend, we were busy going to a few furniture malls, window-shopping for new furniture. So that we know what to get, when time comes sometimes within the next 2 months, for all the 3 apartments. We do have some in mind.

Our current flat rental is due end-sept, so need to get the stuff soon, , and ‘air’ it with the new apmt for at least 6 weeks before shifting in.
It’s very important to ‘air’ it, so that we wouldn’t inhale too much furniture paint, and suffer.

We found another authentic Thai Restaurants in East Beijing, it’s a rather crowded, there were performers who seems to more Indonesian or Filipinos than Thai in the restaurants. They sing, dance and speak English like one too.
To most Chinese, it isn’t obvious to them, as most south-east Asians are slightly darker anyway…
The food is tasty… and I might have over-ate unknowingly…

Starting Project Judebabe-dot-com…
*yawnz*

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ast Thurdays night, during my PT training, I almost wanted to cry.

At this moment, I think I am just toned, but my weight hasn’t gone down a bit.
And I think he is punishing me.

PT thinks its my diet and I have not been doing enough cardio.
He was close to lecturing me after my little confession, I don’t snack, I don’t eat ice cream, but I overeat when I dine-out with friends.
He said what I have been eating, is bad, and unhealthy… and went on why I should try not to eat-out too much (high tendancy to overeat) and drenched in excessive OIL.

He kept asking me:
“你不觉得很辛苦吗?”
“don’t you find it (training) very tough?”

I quietly agreed several times, before I let out,
“嗯！我不再吃那么多啦!”
“Yes, I won’t eat too much again…”

I felt that he was just pushing me hard and waiting for me to say it myself.
He has also recently increase my work routine. Its very tough, intense, painful and at some point torturous.

Yesterday, the pain and the heavy dumbbell was so bad, I feel like I could just breakdown and cry in pain
My heart felt heavy and saddened, despite it was pumping hard.
Quite unbelievable, but I felt sure like crying.

Besides just working out, I need to re-adjust psychologically.
Weeks of hard work, and I am eating like before.

I am too greedy… with zero-willpower when it comes to food.
I must think hard before I put sometimes greasy food in my mouth.

I have blogged about the my training and my greediness a dozen times,
like it or not, there’s hundreds more to come…

Genetically, I put on weight too easily, it’s a blardy constant struggle…

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The idea of not working and being a student again, excites me a lot.

It makes me wonder, if I can ever find another job, after leaving this one.

My work visa expires, 31 Dec. and so does my school term if I’m studying. And won’t be getting a marriage cert till next year, so what am I going to do in between?

I am confident to say, I can easily live off DN and DP, and cocoon at home.
And after awhile, it will only make me stupid.

I really don’t know…
Its something for me to think about over the weekend… and maybe the many weekends to come.

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